-Friday, July 31, 2009-7:59 PM Y
ILOVEBOTH !
Quick update :
27-07-09: Buy handphone/Absent from school.
28-7- 09 : Twinnie Absent from School/Drunk[More Vodka please]/Night study with Fifah, Haziq, Hamka, Nabil ((:
29-7-2009 : Had a Long chat with Twinnie in Class. Laugh ALOT !
30-7 -09 : Absent from school. Went out with Yantoi,Bon to Marsling lamer. The"Lepak" [did abit of maths] Went off from Bp at 9 plus ? Fun!(:
31-07-09 : Twinnie Absent from school, Nothing interesting happen. Yantoi make it happen I guess [: Thanks yantoi n gang for making me SMILE [!]
I fall in love
-Saturday, July 25, 2009-8:47 PM Y
RoyTanGuoRong
Eyy Bodoh[!] I miss you.
I fall in love
--12:33 PM Y
He Said:"I will never be confined anymore just for you bby"You've not prove me anything yet right Roy[?] First time you've not prove anything on what you've said. You dissapoint me. Iloveyou(Sincerely).
"You tend to hate the people you love the most."
What you've done in there sayang[?] It is exactly ONE WEEK since I last see your face.
Should I say I'm mad or should I say I'm so touched by your actions[?]
Iloveyoutoomuch that it hurts me in the end. You are not making me hating you, but the other way round. You should know how badly I waited till Saturday to come. Thinking you'll be back to accompany me on the phone, enjoy my happy moments with you. All my plans are not working. I don't know my feelings right now. All I want you to know is that I'm missing you badly & I've got alot to share.
Please come back soon sugar. Imiss&loveyou ALOT [!]
Recently I've been spending the whole day with family like how they wanted it to be.
Recently I've been spending the whole day with family like how they wanted it to be. No more work.
No schools.
Bad tummy.
I've not been going to school for the past three days. I didn't went for Listening Compre Examination last Wednesday. My tummy hurts soooooo much. I really need to go for check ups. Anyone wanna bring me there [?] While shopping, Roy came to my mind, I did try to shooosh him away but it seems not working. Too bad.
I swear I will go to school next week.Sorry Boyf/Mum/Dad and whoever it may concern if I dissapoint you by not going to school for 3 days. Sorry. ImissTwinnie Badly [!] Sorry ku paitao kau ! HEYK[!]
I fall in love
-Tuesday, July 21, 2009-8:11 PM Y
Twinnie Said : "I'm NOT Roy.Dear diary,
I think today's weather is the worst.
School was hell for me, my tummy was making my day worst. But I managed to stay for lessons till 1800. I wanted to stay for night study, but my tummy really hurts.
Study!Study!Study! Sometimes it makes me feel like breaking down. I can't take the pressure. It's toooooo way beyond my limit.
Well, I have to know, I'm sitting for O's this year. Last lap. I have to sweat and run as fast as I could. Encouragement and motivations needed.
Lastly, ImissRoyTanGuoRong[!] See you Saturday. Maybe?
*Thanks Twinnie for always being there for me. & Alhamdullilah your Granny is in better condition now [:*
Labels: miss you bodoh
I fall in love
--12:47 AM Y
HE SAID:"I WANT YOU TO FIND NEW BOYFRIEND"
I think he thinks that it's a joking matter. Hell-No[!]
On Friday I didn't expect Y to come my house to "sort things out".
He made me realised how much I mean to him. From work place he took cab all the way here. From town to Chua Chu Kang. What a long journey. Expensive somemore.
I cried after I heard what he said to me about ________ [!]
Urgh[!] Never thought it will happen. I was speechless at that moment of time but teara keep flowing.
Saturday : Watch Fireworks with Y and Fiqo Jalapeno. [:
Geyrek sak [!] Fiqo very funny. Wish to go out with him again. Okay Fiqo[?]
I don't wish to elaborate about Saturday. All I know it's fun sitting down with Y
and say "iloveyou" many times[!] Hugging and talking sweet [!]
Sunday I went out with this lady :
[MUM], Putra Danial Ruza'in and Bibik.Went Vivo to SHOP [!] GEYREK [!]
I will get what I want soon. Need to have more patient.
Well, school was fast just now. Alright I need a rest. Art whole day makes me crazy soon [!] Byee..
Imissyou.Imissyou.Imissyou.Imissyou.Imissyou.Imissyou.Imissyou.
Sigh [!]
Labels: miss you bodoh
I fall in love
-Sunday, July 19, 2009-6:15 PM Y
I MISS PUTRI RAWIANI!
LOVE YOUU!
ROYTANGUORONG
<3
PUTRIRAWIANI!
Labels: Loving Her
I fall in love
--3:02 PM Y
She's at VIVO now with Ibu. Hahas. Yesterday went to watch firework! Hahas. Went to watch with her. Enjoyed ourselves there. With Fiqo. Just the 3 of us. Heee. When time reached, I have head back home and she went to met her bestfriend Dani. So head home with Fiqo. Then after that she went to eat and all. She's none stop eating. Nehh, just kidding. Hahas. She hardly eat a lot. Then after that, I think she will post. Hahas. Sorry Baby! Alright, got nothing else. Just wanna say again, ILOVEHER, Bodoh! Hahas. Enjoy!
Labels: Loving Her.
I fall in love
-Saturday, July 18, 2009-12:11 AM Y
Hahahas. Okayh, this is not PutriRawiani, this is RoyTanGuoRong. She ask me to post something. I really don't know what to post but I have to, cos I LOVE her too much! Haahs. My first time ever posting blog. Haaaas. I Love Her, Bodoh! Chatting with her now. Hahahs. Got something wrong with her Messenger. Don't know what's wrong also. Hahas. Misssing her right now. Alright people, Don't know what else to say. Hahas.
Love Her, Bodoh!
Labels: Loving Her.
I fall in love
-Friday, July 17, 2009-3:55 PM Y
Wanna wait till baby come back home.
Rindu sama dia sangat-sangat [!]
I fall in love
-Thursday, July 16, 2009-9:59 PM Y
End of the storyHe didn't call me today (cry)
Why dear [?]
I fall in love
--8:40 PM Y
He Ever Said "I wish to be your boyfriend one day"I MISS THIS ASSHOLE & PAIN IN THE ASS HERE ^^ [!]
Where are you bodoh[?] Why you didn't ring me up[?] Are you mad at me or something[?] What's wrong[?] Don't make me suffer by not calling me alright[?] Don't ever try to do that. I will break your leg. Nyaahaahas.
Here's a lil post for you dearest boyfriend :
Do you know that I miss you so much. Can't take it anymore. Wanna know why [?] It's gonna be 5 days that we've not meet and you didn't call me for like almost more than 38 hours[?] Where are you[?] Please call me soon will you[?] Anyway sorry for the recent post that I was asking about having a boyfriend...(blablabla). I've replied you doubts through friendster. Go and read it alright[?]
ILOVEYOUSTUPID [!]
I'm acting weird these days. I went to school yesterday. Went home at 1630. Thanks to those who "influence" me to go home and skip Social Studies lesson.(Boyf gonna be mad if he knows I skip lesson) They are, Nur Syahirah, Ellis Tan Jia Wen & Vanessa Yap.
These three ladies walked out from class followed by me,who was feeling scared.=.=
Anyway I did went home. Mum try to contact me but she can't get through. Mum forgot I got no phone. S-E-T-U-P-I-D [!] She wants me to take care of my brother. Luckily I went home on time. Before she leave the house, she told me something.
"Roy called you at 10 plus just now and I said that you are in school".
Huh [?] Roy call [?] C-on-f-us-e-d ! I thought he was not working. How on Earth he gets to call me. After bathing I roll on the bed at 6 and when I opened my eyes and look at the time, it's 9.51 pm. Cool or what siak [?]
Today twinnie paitao me. She didn't go to school. No idea why.
Spent whole day with Haziq Daniel. We had a good talk and solve our problems here and there. Nice one bodyguard [!]
I'm waiting for boyfriend to call [!] SADFACE [!]
I fall in love
-Tuesday, July 14, 2009-9:27 PM Y
Important Date To Remember.
16 July - Azrul's birthday, Harry Potter 6 Released
17 July - Aunty Adik & Abang Jas Birthday
19 July - Twinnie birthday
20 July - Mathew Birthday
21 July - Nicholas Birthday
22 July - Fatin Sayang Birthday, O Level Listening Compre
Insomnia [!][!]
^^ Above. Read it & understand it. Yes, I've got insomnia.
Something is obviously not right with me. Something is stopping me from having a good rest. What is that something[?] Am I going crazy[?] Or am I too stress up with things[?]
If it is, then I have to ask myself, what things that are disturbing my mind[?]
I didn't turn up for school today. As expected. My problems are not settled and I'm still thinking of going for vacation this weekends with my family. What the hell[?] Proven that I'm crazy. What-the-fuck-am-I-thinking[?]
EEENNNOOOUUUGGGHHH [!]
Boyf won't be around for me for few days. I guess I won't have time for him too.
I think... I need... time to settle down. I hope it's not too late for me to change my attitude towards studies and future. I hope I won't dissapoint my mum this time round. Well, got something to share. Mum is stopping me from my passion. That is Art. But why [?] We had an arguement over this topic just now. She is forcing me to Junior College. What The Hell[?] I'm not that clever to even enter such schools. So what if I'm in Express[?] I am nothing if I were to be compared with someone from high schools. Think about that too mum.
She Said "If everyone have the attitude of saying NO everytime when it comes to studies or entering good schools such as Junior College, then there will be no such school call JC and there will be no difference between an Express, Normal Academic & Normal Technical Students."
What Am I suppose to do now [?]
Do what I like most and do it well
OR
Do what I don't really like but start liking it later on just to satisfy my mum..
QUESTION MARK & EXCLAMATION MARK
Decide it for me.
Saw Dolly just now. Omg. I wanna hug her.
But, Im s-h-y [!]
I fall in love
--1:59 AM Y
I'm still awake. It's 0200 hours now.
why am i not in bed[?] i have school tomorrow.
My mind is going hay wire now. Guess I'm too drift away by the problems I'm having now. I have to go to school. I have to. But I don't feel like. Ouh-Come'on. I don't have much time. I have to complete this final lap. & get out from this school. From there then I can decide on my future. What the hell now [?] Why am I feeling so restless [?] Insomnia [?] Fck [!]
Eyey [!] What's wrong nie. I feel crazy. I need to fix myself now.
I need my-shoulder-to-cry-on, Ira Salleh. Now [!] Badly [!] Yes, I need you [!]
Gonna reached home late tomorrow if i go to school.
There's Stupid EC tmrw [!] Ends at 1800hrs. Urgh [!] Kayy, i'm dead [!] STRESS! with the Font=76[!]
IM STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS [!]
Having a boyfriend [?] Sounds better or worst [?]
Decide it for me [!]
I fall in love
-Monday, July 13, 2009-11:41 PM Y
He Said : "You Are Perfectly Imperfect"I wanna shout out loud [!] Very loud till the East side people can hear me [!]
I don't know what else will happen to me after this. Urgh, I think I had enough of family matters. I wanna run far far away from them. But again, I can't always hide from problems and run away from it. It doesn't work that way. I know this sucks. Seriously sucks. I ain't good for anyone. I mean it anyone [!]
Sucks at being a good child/daughter.
Sucks at being a good friend/bestfriend.
Sucks at being a good girlfriend and moooore.
Am I right To say that [?]
All I know is that Im Ego. Only thinks about myself. What the hell is in my mind.
This is not the right way.
I need these 4 now. Badly ,
Izzati Baby K.
Ira Salleh
Roy Tan Guo Rong
Dani Boulala.
Where are you guys [?] Urgh [!]
Anyway I won't be using handphone for _______ I don't know how much longer. So yea, No use calling/smsing me at this moment of time. I will inform you guys when I got my handphone alright [?]
For the past few days, I've been spending time with Roy Tan Guo Rong.
The guy who never fails to put a smile to my face. The guy who is so sweet,loving and caring.
Friday, He bought for me necklace. Shall post the necklace picture soon when I got Camera Memory Card/ My Handphone.
Saturday, He came my house. We did argue, [alah, gadogodoh sayang]
Sunday, Went Bishan to watch Ghost of Girlfriend Past. Okayy I know it's a rusty movie. I catch it a lil bit late. I didn't wanna watch it till twinnie said it was fun. So I managed to watch it. But before we watch movie, Roy play "arcade" he got something for me. I will update the picture together with the necklace picture the next time round alright [?] From there went to Roy's House and byebye at 8.30pm. Since I wanna go home early.
Wanted to watch takraw match but.. as usual I was late. The lights went off the moment i stepped to the pathway. Urgh [!] I miss it. I won't the next time round.
Twinnie and her twinnie is so pemalas [!]
Labels: family affairs
I fall in love
-Saturday, July 11, 2009-1:33 PM Y
" He Said That I'm Full Of Secrets"Well, Read Me To Know Me Completely.
If You Think You Know Me, You Are So Wrong.
I'm Gonna meet my babybodoh in few minutes.
Guess he is in the bus right now.
He bought for me food. Ouh Allah, I'm So Hungry mann [!]
Well, Didn't turn up for school today due to the nice weather. I can't wake up.
I Shall post later on okayy Once I'm Free. Got Something to share about yesterday's inccident. Very funny. I laughed my lungs out. Can't take it siul.
Anyway, iloveyou bodoh !
*my boyfriend outside my house. I got to go*
Labels: boooo
I fall in love
-Wednesday, July 8, 2009-7:09 PM Y
MISSING YOU BODOH [!]I Miss This Bodoh Here. So Much [!]
He Won't Be Coming Home To Call Me Today.
But I Kindda Curious Here, I Saw His Tag At My Tagboard.
And It Stated Today's Date. 1027hours.
Hmm, Weird Huh [?] Or Maybe It's Not Him. Cause My Roy Tan Guo Rong Don't Like To Tag My Board Cause He Thinks There's No Need To. Then, Who Is The One Tagging Me[?] Hmm. *Blur Face*
49 More Days To Prelim [Yesterday's post, wrong info]
97 More Days To O Level
As You Can See, I'm Counting The Days That I'm Gonna Sit For My Major Exam.
Wanna Know Why [?] Cause I'm Feeling Stress,Nervous,Scared & Other Feelings That Is Related To Scared. Haas. Today Time Moves So Slow. Except For After Break Time Lessons. Two Hours Of Science Followed By Core History Then School Ends.
Went Lot One To Meet Dani & Friends, He Wanted To Buy Food So Much. Then We Decided To Walk Home But Unfortunately It Was Drizzling. I Don't Wanna Get Sick So Yea, I Took Bus.
Lepak At Void Deck For Awhile [Aunty Ira/Twinnie, Don't Get Mad Okay[?] Awhile Only], With Manje,Dani,Acap,Khai Kia,Faisal,Rasyad & One More I Don't Know His Name. Haas. We Were Joking Around. I Think They Miss Me Lah. It's Been So Long I Didn't Lepak With Them. So Jyeah [!] Finally Man [!] [Aunty Ira/Twinnie, I Promised Not To Do It Often]
Then Around 1630Hours I Head Home. Continue With My Art And Some Homeworks Bla Bla Bla.
Today's Homework :
- Complete ALL Maths Past Year Papers
; Coordinate Geometry
; Admiralty Secondary School
; Ang Mo Kio Secondary School
; Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School
- Complete English Comprehension
; 2002 November Paper
- Complete Malay Assignments
; One Composition
; _I Don't Know How To Explain___
- Social Studies
; 5 Essays [Including Holiday Homework]
- Core History
; Source-Based
; 7 Essay [Including Holiday Homework]
- Science (Chemistry)
- Ten Years Series
-ART
; Complete The 8 Black Boards.
Kay. That's It Then I'm Done. PFFT [!] I'm Going Crazy Soon [!]
Help Me [!] Urgh [!]
Anyway I Had So Much Fun With Twinnie Today [!]
AS USUALLLL, WE TALK SHIT NON-STOP [!]
SHARING GRANDMA'S STORIES.
Labels: Roy Tan's Grilfriend
I fall in love
-Tuesday, July 7, 2009-5:43 PM Y
" Someone came down to Earth and became my Hero [!] "
RoyTanGuoRong, You Are The Someone, Ilove you Dear [!]
First of all, I would like to say that today is my Favourite Date cos it's 0707 [!]
It's nothing special. No love date or whatsoever. Just my favourite number. I love the number 7 so much. And till now I don't know the reason why. Since small Babe [!] Haas [!]
Alright, enough of craps. Now come to a proper post alright [?]
Went to school quite early today since I woke up at 0530. Get ready, pack my school stuff and off to school. While I was in the bus, I sat beside an old man. He was listening to Mp4. I was shocked when I heard the Song that he was listening. It was the song "Love Game" [!] Ouh-My-God [!] I think he is my grandad's age ya know. Haahaas. Ay, Don't be so mean alright Putri [!] [[:
Reached school, walk straight to Twinnie and told her to keep her phone. Then spend time talking with my Twinnie.
*Few more days to her Big Day [!] 12 more daysss ayy Twinnie[?]*
We laughed ALOT [!] I swear ALOT. I didn't really concerntrate anything in class today except for Maths and English lesson. The rest of the lesson is Talking Crap with Twinnie. GEYREEEEEEK [!] She request something for Roy.
Roy, please go to http://www.ira-salleh.blogspot.com/ to see her wishlist alright [?] She had been reminding me like 3 times in class today and once while walking to the canteen.
Give her some mercy [!] Haaas. Joking Ira [!]
I was supposed to stay back for mock test today but I'm just too lazy like one Fat Swine.Haaas. Head home straight, and jyeah. Here I am blogging after bathing and resting. Haahaas [!]
S-C-R-E-A-M [!]
Scream [!] I wanna scream [!] After I counted the days for Prelims and 'O' Level examination, it's 60 days and 98 days respectively. Ouh-My-God [!] I'm gonna freak out very soon [!] Verrrryyyyyy soon. See it for yourself alright [?]
Anyway I won't be blogging always cause im
- Busy with School.
- Busy with Family.
- Busy packing stuff to shift house.
- Busy with my love ; Roy Tan Guo Rong & Ira Salleh.
*i've got something to say ; I miss Rahimah Rashidin so much [!]
& IzzatiBby Kucing, Sorry for not spending time with you. Kinnda busy. Soon alright [?] Anyway about what you've said to me, think about it again alright babe [!] Don't want anything to happen to you. [[:*
Labels: roy sayang
I fall in love
-Sunday, July 5, 2009-11:43 AM Y
ILOVE ROY TAN GUO RONG SO MUCH [!]
Met Boyf on thursday night. On the day I'm sick. (I didn't inform him I was sick cause I wanted to meet him so much) Went Toa Payoh. Spent my time with him. At around 2104, we went out to take bus to Hostel. Ilove every moment when I was with him in the bus that day. I felt that I am really into him [!] He is so sweet. I swear. The moment he alight from the bus, my heart stops beating and feel like crying. [WTF] He is not leaving me forever right [?] Haahaas [!] It seems like.
Friday : I was absent from school. I didn't want to. But thanks to my high Temperature, I get one more off day from school. Went Toa Payoh, Yishun then head home.
Saturday : Went out with my babyboy. Watch Transformers. Hahhaas. Best Giler. But I keep *yawning* Haahaas [!] We did quarell a lil bit here and there. But jyeah, We are okayy now. Spent time with him the whole day [!] ILOVEIT [!] 5 moooooooooooooooore days [!]
Boyf completed him 4 weeks punishment and I'm gonna slash it NOW [!] No more kayy Boyf ? No More [!] I don't wanna suffer anymore [!] Can't wait for next week. [:
I fall in love
-Thursday, July 2, 2009-10:27 AM Y
Sorry For Not Updating [!]
I've been busy with School and Work. Till I have no time with my family. Not only that, I don't even have time to buy new phone.[!] PFFT [!] Recently, I had been coughing,sneezing and headache. What's wrong with me[?] I didn't attend school today. I'm sick BODOH!. But I'm going later. I have to take my O Level Oral today. I don't wanna miss it. I hope my Flu is not stopping me from going.
S-C-H-O-O-L [!]
School is not killing me YET.
I had so much fun with my love one ; one and only Ira Salleh [!] The girlfriend you should have. Few more days to her birthday [!] Gonna be Sixteen Soon shey [!] Haas [!] Art is KILLING me. I'm not sure if I can finish it on time. I bet NO [!]
B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y [!]
01072009 [!]
Happ birthday Roy Tan Guo Rong, Hamka, Isnin and Cuzzin [!]
Hamka : Hey Happ 16th Birthday [!] May All your wishes come true. Good Luck for you N Level [!]
Isnin : Hey Happy 18th Birthday Dude [!]
Cuzzin : Happy Birthday . Be a Good Father to your 3 Sons. And May All your wishes come true [!] God bless you.
Roy Tan Guo Rong : BODOH [!] Happy 18th Birthday Sayang [!] May All your wishes come true. Good luck in everything you do. Be a good Son to your Father, Be a good Didi to your Sister and Brother, Be a good Boyfriend to ME [!] Haas [!] Now that you are 18, I hope you change to be a better person alright [?] I know you can [!] I have faith in you. May God bless you [!] ILOVEYOU BODOH [!]
I've been missing RoyTan[!] I wanna make a surprise to him. But When eyy [?] Haaas [!]
I fall in love
