-Sunday, November 30, 2008-1:46 PM Y

Ms Mega McSpicy Laa !

Yummy ! Yummy ! Yummy !

Pakcik ; Mega McSpicy Lagi Sedap Dari Mega Mac [ Big Mac ]

Haha. Well i miss you so much.

Waiting For you msg niek.

Dunnoe laaah.

i think i've changed.

/usually i won't be bother to wait for a guy to return

or when the guy is too busy n have no time for me,

i won't waste my time and leave the guy.

But i treat you differently.

WHY ? haha. i mean shocking siul.

okayygoo. ibu wanna use lappy. SEYBOK jer.

Insyaallah lau ader connection nanti pat umah putri post lagy bout my day.

BTW i'm at DownTownEast. hehe. Gerek !

I fall in love

-Saturday, November 29, 2008-11:25 PM Y

CURIK CURIK CURIK !
haha. putri curik internet dari .... Ntah saper.
Putri find that all putri nyerh friend dha act differently towards putri.
URGH !
i should not think negatively.
Hell ya!
Miss Pakcik !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
da la bye uh ! )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

Labels: No moooood

I fall in love

--4:39 PM Y

/Now Putri at their house.

Missing Izzati that's why come here to visit her.

She is Sick. Kesian Izzati.

Might be going out with her later to ..... Town ?

i guess. I think im getting sick and tired sitting at home doing nothing.

Da lah internet tak der.

Stuhpid Real Father tknk bayar akn.

STUHPID ! STUHPID !

MARAH NIEK !

hmm , Ibu and ayah kuwa.

Dunnoe go where.

Janji nak gi swimming.

Tapi tak gi2 pun.

I miss my pakcik (Muhd. Elfy) so much.

Where Is He right Now ?

Haish. Can't wait for tmrw.

He might be back. MISSSS YOUUU !

i hope u remember the words u say to me the day before u left me .

dha lahhh ! Goodbye. (:

Labels: PEHHHH MENDAQQQQ ):

I fall in love

-Friday, November 28, 2008-2:53 PM Y

HHHAAAAALLLLLAAAAMAKKKK
Shit.. Erm , no internet at home.
Mummy called me and infremd me so yea.
Won't be updating till don't know when.
Ouh ya. Received a Msg from Nenek Yut's Hp.
But its Elfy.
" B. morning kat mana ? "
" skulah. U ? "
Then he never reply.
W E I R D
i Don't know where he is.
He didn't say goodbye when he's going Australia.
Erm , Nehmynd. maybe he is toooooo busy and rushing.
slept kak wani's house and do the Stupid skin.
Haiyo. haha. i don't think its nice also.
might change once the internet connection is available.
HAHAHA .
& yesterday we played the Swami game.
The yesterday's post was from the Swami.
hahaha. whatever it is kayy ?
i miss Elfy so much siaa.
He might be back this Sunday.
MIGHT ONLY.
erm , i hope he is enjoying right now.
i miss you dear.
HAISH .
Bye guys.

Labels: Nabey no connection )))))))):

I fall in love

--12:42 AM Y

Q : Does Efly exist ?
A : Maybe. [?]
Q : Elfy Love me?
A : you're dreaming [WTH]
Q : Is Elfy a gay ? [hehe]
A : Definitely Not [yessa]
Q : Elfy Having another Affair ? [ urrr ]
A : Bad vibe
Q : is elfy sick and tired of me ?
A : Don't count on it [?]
Q : Is wani telling me lies ?
A : Maybe [ ):]
Q : Did Elfy went to Australia just now ? [hmm]
A : No ! OMG.
Q : Elfy lieing to me ? [ hmm ]
A : YES ! OMG !
Q : Is Elfy sleeping now ?
A : Sooner than you think.
Q : is elfy going to die ?
A : it's possible [haha, ya in 50++ years time?] NO WAY.
Q : is wani lieing to me about elfy ?
A : you already know .
Q : is all this true ?
A : it's possible. ZOMG !

Shit ass.

dowanna play that game anymore.

scare me. ! ]:

goodnyte dear ;D

i miss you soooo much.

take care when you are there kayy

much love , putri SAYANG elfy

elf[y]anie

Labels: love is blind

I fall in love

-Thursday, November 27, 2008-2:31 PM Y

F.C.U.K !

Boyfie very angry liao lorh !

i don't know how know & don't know what to do now.

shit ass. Should not have post about yesterday's prank.

shit shit shit.

i don't know that Boyfie is concern about my blog.

He read every single one of it.

OUH NO !

By the way dear, I'm not thinking negatively now.

i trust you. i swear. i know you wouldn't do sucha thing.

i know how busy you are daily.

And it's impossible that you got time to go out with that bitch right ?

Just ignore it. I will too.

Remember, ILOVEYOU.

I'm sorry if because of this it turn your mood down today.

i'm really sorry.

Take care Dear.

Labels: Now in school ):

I fall in love

--12:23 AM Y

ATTENTION
I'm one and only Muhammad Elfy Firdaus's.
STOP IT WITH THE PRANK CALLS.
IT'S SO IRRITATING. PLEASE DON'T ACT LIKE A KID!
ME ; Helloh ?
Pranks ; Ehk Pukimak kau putri kan kan ?
ME ; yupp, kenaperh ? ini siapa ?
Pranks ; kau tak perlu tawu lah pukimak.
ME ; sekarang what you want from me ?
Pranks ; aku nak kau break ngan Elfy !dia tu aku punya.
ME ; isit ? semenjak bila ?
Pranks ; dha lama. tk perlu tawu. aku nak dia balik.!
ME ; amik uh kalau boleh & if he likes you too, i can't stop the both of you being together.
Pranks ; kimek , nak step baik konon. uhuh Elfy suker aku. Kau pompuan tk tawu malu.
ME ; okayy. take him laa. since he likes you too.
Pranks ; kau kena bodo2 tawu tak ? bila kau kat Cambodia,die hari2 kuwa ngan aku.
ME ; ouh. bagus lah. merapatkan silaturahim antara u both.
Pranks ; uhuh. beh asal ?
ME ; tak der pasal.
Pranks ; ingat ehk break ngan dier ! As Soon As Possible.
ME ; kayy . now u listen to what i have to say kayy ? sekarang he is still mine. so siapa yang tk tawu malu ? bukan nak perasaan uh. tpi stating the fact. kalau btul he doesn't like or love me, he can ask for break personally.i won't break with him just cause of you, let him ask me for break if this is true, ouh korang kuwa together ? goood la. dnt think im gonna be jealous of this, cause u gt no proof. ader gambar ? if have , show it to me then i will believe. kayy ?
Pranks ; ehk , kimak mcm mane nak tunjuk gmbr. kita tk amik gmbr. bodow sak kau. ehk tkmo bnyk bunyi uh pompuan. kau lepas kan die sudah. die tk sayang kau. get it tk ? jgn jadi pompuan tkder maruah uh ! favour.
ME ; ouh. haha. i love him n tak kan lepaskan senang2 lahh. go and get a life kayy ?
Pranks ; Biadap bodow kau. patut lah elfy bnyk ckp pasal kau !
ME ; really ? good. then u shld know me well yea ?
Pranks ; dha cukup kenal pompuan sundal yang tk nak lepaskan elfy.
ME ; haha. merepek nyeh. kalau btol u are elfy's,can i know what's ur name ?
Pranks ; Tk yuh tawu . lau kau tk break nan dier bsok , aku jumpe kau pat luwa , aku pukul kau sampai mati. Sialan peh anak ! mati tak nak .
ME ; wow. fierce. kaayy. itu jer yang mampu isit ? no , i wont let go of elfy. thanks for the call anyway. im tired of you. nanti prepaid jalan laju uh.
Pranks ; * toot * *toot* *toot* !

letak nampak ?
haahaa. lol !
ELFY :
d kenal pompuan macam tu ?
is this true anyway ?
erm , i need to talk to you bout this.
okayy ? tmrw.

Seriously no life.

kinndda bored just now.

so entertain her for awhile.

haas. but she made my prepaid go low low low low.

hmm , nehmynd. i don't bother. i won't be contacting anyone anyway.

cause Boyfie prepaid is low also.

sooo yea. erm , i think i better get going.

nanti boyfie marah.

he ask me to sleep early.

sooo yea. toodles.

Labels: i marah uh dengan u . tak tawu kenapa ;((((

I fall in love

--12:03 AM Y

I GOT NO MOOOOOOOOOOD !

!@@#(#$*$)%(*%&^&$!

don't ask me why.

i am sooooo dissapointed.

im late by 40 mins.

it's not that i do it purposely.

urgh ! Fcuk lahhh.

should have not fall in love in the first place.

H E A R T B R E A K.

------------------------------------------------

kak wani

i WON'T give up on him.

But i've tried my very best.

Did he put in effort?

Only God knows.

.................................................................................................

Elfy sayang,

im sorry i keep u waiting for me to online.

really sorry.

i was having some problems when i went to the hospital just now.

that's why it takes quite some time.

i'm really sorry.

i hope u can understand me.

i was hoping to meet you since 01112008.

but i can't.

not only that. eversince i came back to S'pore.

we are not like we use to be right ?

what i wrote in the diary was i'm very happy being with you.

but what about now ?

i think i shall not have a high expectation from you.

if not it will hurt me .

mooooore.

bye love.

i love you. tag me once u read this.

I fall in love

-Tuesday, November 25, 2008-10:42 PM Y

saaaaaap ...

I fall in love

--9:18 PM Y

1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
LONDON,scotland .
2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
Laugh&Talk till someone ask me to SHUDDUP :D
3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Depends, how much . Okey joking ! not really lah .
4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
I dont know, i'll just take whatever that person gives me .
5 Things you can't live without :
My parents,my boyfrien,phone,food .
6 What are you afraid to lose ?
My mum .
7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
Give my love ones, spend lah duhhhh !
8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
Study hard and get a degree .
9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
kind hearted , nice to be with & loveable :D
10 What makes you happy ?
Spemding time with family , boyfriend , lepakking , chatting with qasrinaconferm gerek punyaaa
11 What type of person do you hate the most ?
COPYCATS ! arghhhh .
12 If you have a super power what would it be ?
Ability to read people's mind and know their needs.
13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
Happiness, like my mum always says it .
14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
My dearest mum .
15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
Depends lah eh . Most likely no la. no time. haha jkjk
16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
My Kucing ; qasrina shima
17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
to remember things clearly.
18 Who are you close to ?
MUM , boyfriend
19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him ?
Yeah ! why not .
20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
a kiss from my mum at the forehead :D
21 7 things that scare you:
1.God
.2.Mum
.3.Those small creatures .
4.Cats, recent phobia .
5.Dogs .
6.The dark, who knows suddenly something appears right ? hehe .
7. My friends who are angry at me .
22. 7 things that you like/love the most:
1.Mum .2.My Boyfriend
3.qassrina
4. those who loves me
5.Luqman !
6.Shopping .
7.lepaking with sachek
23 7 important things in my room:
1.Bed .
2.Wardrobe with the mirror .
3.All my pillows, cant sleep with the complete set !
4. My laptop
.5.Study Table .
6.Fan (: heehee
7.A flower given by someone during my bday .
7 people to do this questionnaire :
1.Qasrina Kucing Sachek
2.Feefly Sachek
3.Hermyanto .
4.Izzati Kuching [jiwerh sachek]
5.dyeerah babystarlight
6.Elfy
7. babytwinkie..

banyak survey kena buat hari ni ! haahaa

I fall in love

--8:54 PM Y

1.The person who tagged you is?

`` Qasrina kucing
2.Your relationship with him/her?`

` lover ; haha. my bestever friend ;D
3.Your 5 impression of him/her?

`` Crazy,loveable,hugable,irritating(fake),attention seeker(fake)
4.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?

`` cry for me right infront of me. ;she said i love you to me.
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?

`` "iloveyou putri, cepat sembuh" lovin' it !
6.If he/she become your lover, you will?

`` feeeeeweeeet ! love it. haaha. im not a lesbo ;DD
7.If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be?

`` be more MATURED ! (haaahaaahaaa ;D)
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?

`` make her cry, kick her ass.*haahaahaa*
9.If he/she dies,you will?

`` ouh innalillahiwainalillahrojiun ! kesian kaw qas. haha. i will cry lahhh duh ?"
10.What it is you want to tell he/she now?

`` aku nak kau jadi orang yang aku paling sayang dlm banyak2 kwn aku"
11.Your overall impression of he/she?

`` dia cool or what, cengeng (fake)
12.How do you think people around you will feel around you?

`` i dnt give a damn. i dont care.
13.The characters you love of yourself are?

`` urrmm ,,ntahhhhhhh ...
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?

`` erm , cnt understand tt well.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

`` my mum. but not the ego and irritaating part uh.. haha
16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.

`` thanks thanks thanks. i care for you tooooooo . haahaa lame.
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. kiddokia

2. Qasrina Kucing

3. Nini Ke`ai

4. Farah Afeefly

5. Dolly licious

6. Izzati kucing

7. Elfy

8. Fatin Yam Yam

9. nelly hancem

10. Babytwinkie
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?

`` Qarikia ?
19.Is no.9 a male or a female?

`` female
20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

``wow ! not imposibble mannn no.7 is mine ! (((((((((:
21.What is no.2 studying all about?

`` hahaha. i cnt answer that . still young uh babe.
22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?

`` just now. before she left her house to visit me at home. ;D
23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?

`` no idea.
24.Does no.1 have any siblings?

`` YES !
25.Will you woo no.3 ?

`` can also. LOL ! are u shit'in on me ? haahaa
26.How about 7?

`` HE IS MY BOYFRIEND DAMN IT ?
27.Is no.4 single?

`` YES , trying to get acap..
28.What is the surname of no.5?

`` i have no idea. but her name is Nur Hidayah binte Mustafa ?
29.What is the hobby of no.10?

`` erm ..... hehe. disturbing me ? gimme lecture ?hehehe
30.Does no.5 & 9 get along?

`` they're schoolmates but never see them talk alot before. ;D
31.Where is no.2 studying at?

``Fajar Secondary School.
32.Talk about something for no.1?

``ouh.. DOT DOT DOT . no comment. erm , close friend should know. ;D kan izzati kucing ? heehe
33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?

`` u must be kidddinnnnnng right ? haahaa
34.Where does no.9 live in?

`` Woodlands
35.What colour does no.4 likes?

`` green, ouh ya her favourite number is 4 ! btul ?
36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?

`` used to. awww.
37.Does no.1 have any pets?

`` i dunnoe
38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

`` he is a mannnnn . lol .
39.What is no.10 doing now?

`` chatting with me laaaaaa. haaahaa ;DD

I fall in love

--8:04 PM Y

If Ever You Need Me;

If ever you need me,

I'll be right here,

To chase away the sadness,

And wipe away a tear.

If ever you need me,

I'll be two steps behind,

To follow in your footsteps,

And hear what's on your mind.

If ever you need me,

You'll never have to fear,

That your presence isn't important,

And your love isn't dear.

If ever you need me,

I'll always be around,

To bring back the laughter,

Where deep in your heart it's found.

You will never have to worry

For I will always be here

To chase away the sadness

And wipe away a tear..

My Love

My heart tells me that you are the person that

is going to heel the wound in my heart and fill

in the space that is there. You are my life,

my best friend, and my soul mate,but

you don't know you are part of me.

the part that i was looking for,you are my lover,the men of my life..

Muhammad Elfy Firdaus is the name.

i am sad that you can't remember me.

so am i. but after reading all those diary entries and blog about you, now i slowly know you are

someone special in my heart.

Maybe its faithful to be like this .

Elfy i did give up.

i really did.

But after i've been through alot;

1. waiting for you to online every single night.

2. waiting for you to get a hp and a sim card.

3.asking my cousins about you everyday to get to know you better.

4.being selfish to others so they won't get you.

5.leave all other guys just to be with you.

6.Dreaming to be with you;finally i get it.

7.waiting each day to pass just to meet you;it won't come true.

8.you are like my illusion .

9. you are my daily dreams, the one who will kiss my forehead before i go to sleep.

10.the guy who i always wait to get to talk on the phone with.

all this effort i don't want it to go to waste.

all this i jot it down in my diary.

luckily i remember who is my love.

waiting for you to online..

I fall in love

--12:33 PM Y

I am NOT SHOCKED that i cant meet you.

it's normal for me already.

i think you should know why.maybe we are not suppose to know each other.

LOL ! erm, i find it hard to meet you.

Not even once right ?

i think i should get use to it ? or i think im used to it.

not trying to be rude or anything but stating the fact.

Nevermind Elfy, i hope you recover soon aite?

hope you still remember me & who i am to you.

Elfy, sometimes it doesn't make sense that we are together ?

isn't it ? i will still like you.

im sorry if i didnt say LOVE to you.

cause i cant remember if i have ever love you before.

i seriously want to meet you today.

BUT....

yeah, as usual i can't cause wani can't accompany me there.

you are nearer to me now.

H A I S H !

------------------------------------------------------------

Hey kak wani.

thanks for everything.

i know you can't accompany me.

i know what happen to my boyfiee.

but i can't do anything.

i can only pray hard for him.

you know how much and badly i need him now to help me recognise him.

it's not easy kak to be in my situation.

i hope you understand.

with people laughing at me when they hear me talk.

the way i cant remember things.

they say me retarded kak .

are you happy with that if u are in my situation ?

Efly; i know i know.

i wont force him or even ask him if we can meet or not anymore.

i know it won't happen. i know it !

D I S S A P O I N T E D.

thanks people; thanks.

truely;

putri ;(

Labels: if only i can remember .

I fall in love

-Sunday, November 23, 2008-12:15 PM Y

I CAN'T REMEMBER !

im sorry people if i can't remember you !

i wanna help from every single one of you.

to help me remember slowly.

after i've read my diary and my blog again & again.

then i remembered slowly.

i dont know what happen to me.

but im sure with all of your help, will help me remember.

i want to rest. so please help me.

take care ):

I fall in love

--11:49 AM Y

you are Muhammad Elfy Firdaus ?

im sorry i can't really remember you and the others.

it will take time.

found this picture of yours in my handphone.

your mum msg me just now.

saying that you've been beaten up.

and there's slash at your hand?

you are now in the operation room?

fighting for your life.?

haish. im sorry i can't do anything.

i can only pray hard for you and hope you are okayy.

people said that you are my boyfriend ?

is that true ? im sorry i can't remember.

i will pray for you. dont worry. :DD

I fall in love

-Tuesday, November 11, 2008-9:43 PM Y

Thanks Ferrah Afeefly.

For editting my pictures.

...........................

Wanna know what ?

OMG ! i can't believe what happen to me just now.

God Damn It!

Haish. i was running to sunshine to check boyfie's prepaid.

in case Qasrina top-up the wrong number.

there are tiny pathway.

it was so dark and im scared cause i was alone.

after a few steps before i started running , i saw a FROG !

ouh my god. i can't believe what i see. But i still have to believe it.

i look at the frog till it croack.

i jump lahhh siol !

SHOCKING ! ))):

the frog scares me,

so i ran as fast as i could.

guess what ? i was wearing a nike slipper and it is so slippeeeeeery !

guess what ? i fell sia..

KNNBCCB !

damn it . aww. luckily no people. or in other words no guys.

kiwek if not im gonna be so embarrased.

haish. what a silly day.

.............................................

i got no Fcuking Mood ! Damn it !

guess uh why.

enough uh . bye.

I fall in love

-Monday, November 10, 2008-10:32 PM Y

MISSSSSS ELFY ;DD

11112008 ;d

I fall in love

--9:06 PM Y

Recover Soon !

Hey Kecyk F.S.K.

i hope u recover soon.

Its very sad to see you like this.

but luckily u are discharged from the Tan Tock Seng Hospital.

take care ;D

& last long with babytwinkie ;D

-junior-

Ferrah Afeefly

Baby , i know that we can't get along well.

but HELL ya im trying my very best to.

thanks for the laugh,hugs.

i think your life is like a balloon ?

1. remember you really want the balloon ?

imagine you wanting HIM so much .

2. when u get the balloon you were very happy.

imagine the time when u get HIM.

3. when you hold the balloon thight.

imagine the time its hard to let HIM go.

4. when the balloon fly up high

imagine the sweeet memories that makes u dream when you are with HIM
5. when the balloon burst.

imagine you were so sad when HE left you.

6. when u wanted to buy the balloon once more.

imagine you wanting to be back with HIM.

7. when u were trying to blow the balloon.

imagine that you could be together with HIM once again.

i notice something about you.

you will never give up if u really want that thing.

isnt it ? well girl.

you just have to learn how to let go.

now you are just like me isn't it ?

u once told me " junior, we have to let things go"

right ? but i keep on saying its difficult.

right ? but what now ? i can go on girl.

babe , i know its difficult but find someone who can love you more.

they are just useless people. stop contacting him

remember the suffer you've gone through.

its enough. it takes time fee. i swear.

it's hurtful to see you cry for him, wasting ur time with him.

no fee no. no more of this. just go on.

i love you fee.

sooo much!

Labels: Elfy Sachok [?]

I fall in love

-Sunday, November 9, 2008-12:59 AM Y

ELFY READ THIS :

i really miss chatting with you.

it's been three days that we did not contact each other .

am i right to say that ?

hmph, i went for camp the last two days.

damn tired. jyeah. sorry that i didnt reply to your msg that day.

i was sleeping. can't take it. too tired.

i wanted to pass the phone to wani to give it to you.

but the phone is really in bad condition.

but still can msg and call and bla bla bla.

only the appearance.

i thought u wouldn't want it.

you , you read the post below.

after that tag me aite ?

PLEASE ONLINE ON THE 9 NOVEMBER 2008.

AT 10.00 PM.

Wokayy ? got things to tell you.

remember. 10.00 pm.

I fall in love

--12:59 AM Y

I fall in love

-Saturday, November 8, 2008-11:58 PM Y

Taufik Batisah La Wei !
Nyahaha, he wore streetwear yaw,

i saw him on the 7th November at Newton.

Went Newton to eat.

i think he got a GF.

sitting besides him and was "mentelling" with him . LOL .

I Found this in one day,

cool kan? nyahhahha.

i use this name for reason.

In Danger ?!?

Someone msg me last night.

at exactly 2342.

the msg goes like this

: * nie putri eyk?

my reply

: saperh niek ?

unknown

: * kaw taq perlu tao aku cape , mondae kaw jmpr aku ...

my reply

: malas uh..

Unknown

: * dasar pemls... Eyk , taqyar tk0t uhh , aku stakat naq amek bende b0b0i dari kaw ...

my reply

: ehyk2, suker haty lah naq jady pemalas.

wadooh! Takot ? klakarh perh tak0t ?

No uh. Ngok uh lau ku ader tyme ku layan kay ?

Ku pun busy uh..

Unknown

:* suar ! Eh kaw bbl taqmau sat2 dgn aku uhh ...

Kaw percaye kalo tys tyme aku pulak yg biken kaw ...

Sial peh anak...

Beh kaw pk aku ader mase naq gy jmpr p0pan mcm kaw...

popan , aku taq naq amek ta0 kaw bz ker aper , aku ta0 mondae aku naq bende b0b0i...

Aku tunggu kaw luar bpp... kaw jgn bbl sat2 nan aku.. kaw pk aku adk2 kaw bbl tur mcm..

ingt eh mondae nie, arnd 2 plus 3 .

my reply :

: Taq ley uh. sat2 ? lol. Aqu raser kaw taq ley bezakan sat2 n irritated by kaw. Kaw yang start fanah perh. ku tak suker. aku akan pass headphone tu pade b0b0i sendiryk.. Dada , tkmo msg aqu lagy .

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: * Buto lar sial... kaw pk aper ... Mak kaw peh laky ... Aku fanah ker kaw... Kaw taqder puki per naq kasi pade aku ... Sial lar , kaw jgn naq step pandai uhh kat sini ... babi nyer p0pan , aku dpt kaw cnfirm aku biken kaw kasi mati ...

WOW ! My mum was the one reading the last msg..

she thought that im having a 3rd fight with people.

she scolded me in the first place.

but after she read the previous ones , she called the person.

it was a girl.

wow. dare siol.

after picking up and heard my dad's voice , she hang down.

KECOT KAPA GIRL ?

My dad bought my hp to the police and give statement.

i did stop them but yea , my parents refuse and still go.

CAUSE THEY CARE ABOUT ME!

NOT LIKE SOME "GANGSTER'S PARENTS " .

PITY YOU PEOPLE. THEY DONT CARE BOUT YOU.

TODAY , I GET TO KNOW HER NAME

: ITS KECYKSPEAR.

WOW EHYK WOW !

from spear family.

i called boboi and asked about this girl.

he said he dont know her.

ouh well.

BULLSHIT !

wanna know what ?

80% that this girl is his GF .

wow ehk wow ?

thanks ehyk ?

here people goes her link

http://profiles.friendster.com/62778690 [ friendster ]

check her out.

i am sooooooooo angry !

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-Thursday, November 6, 2008-12:28 AM Y

TO ONE & ONLY ELFY SACHOK ;
Waited for you to online.
Lambat sangat sampai nak tertido shey pat lappy.
Haish. I go sleep first uh if you are reading this , im not gonna be home till sunday taw.
Anything just Msg . I can't online tomorrow.
I will wait for your msg kayy tmrw night ?
Good Nyte. Sweet Dreams . Sleep Thight. Take care .
much love ,
junior ;DDDDD/ ))))))))):

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-Wednesday, November 5, 2008-9:52 PM Y

SIALAN PEH ANAK !

3 lawan 1 ?

lau kaw suruh mak kaw gadoh nan 3 org pun dier gone case sial !

Taq der cara perh sial ?

Kau maky aku peh mak peh puky taw sekarang !

perangai anjing lurh sial !

Kaw naq suruh ku datang jumpe kaw ? aku bukan anjing lahhh.

Nie crite taq der kene mengena dengan kau kan ?

asal kaw sebok ? wow ! dengar-dengar kaw matair pakito kan ?

aku bukan nak cakap besar uh pat synik !

Tapy korang dah taq der cara.

kaw bobual fanah ah girl ; Fydahstar !

perangai taq perlu siol !

Fee , lau kaw raser niek semua salah aku ,

kau pikir alik uhs, FOR YOUR INFO ; aku tak contact Lelaki tu uh!

Stopit sak ! aku sot + marah biler kaw salah kan aku.

tapi aku kesian ngan kaw.

Fee ingat Fee , ADERH PEGY ADEH BALIQ !

kayyys ? ;((((

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-Tuesday, November 4, 2008-7:17 PM Y

HELOOOHAAA ;DDD

i misssssyouh !

This is my diary.

everything , i will pour it here.

sadness , happiness , sorrowness & many more.

i hate being lied/betrayed.

went to school with a bandage on my hand.

people laughed at me.

Ferrah , klakarh lahhh sial.

we laugh like hell sial troughout all lessons.

" LAU AKU DUDUK SEBELAH KAU NEXT YEAR, CONFERM AKU FAIL AKU NYERH O LEVEL SIOLLLL ! "

Btol tak Btol ?

nyahahaks. Fee sorry lau tadi ku tell the rest bout that saturday .

lesson made ?

iloooovesachek.com.sg ;D

Elfy ,

Kesian youh ! nyahahaks.

i heard about you from wani.

ehk ! ader prepaid tapi takder hp ?

kecoooh pah ?

hahaks. erm , tadi brape bnyk kali u naik umah untuk amik barang ?

& brape kali u naik train just to go Bukit Batok ?

siaooooo uh lerh .

kay kay paperh picit.

byebye. ;DDDDDDD

[ BF Wani untuk Sementare kaperh? ]

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-Monday, November 3, 2008-10:14 PM Y

My Hand Is Bleeding ):

i don't know what's wrong with me.

now i know that it is so painful to punch the metal pole alot of times.

my hand is bleeding now. SHIT.

i hit my hand lotsa times cause i am so fed up with life.

i think i could give up.

but i was totally wrong. There's things i shouldn't keep it anymore.

i thought i could but now i am so stressed with all this.

i should think about my feelings first now.

i've learnt alot today. i've learnt to accept fact and faith. i can't do whatever i want to.

i am still under my parents. I have not pay all their kindness towards me.

i should not be RUDE to the one who gave birth me.

i SHOULD APPRECIATE the lil things they have done to help me survive till now.

without them , i'm no one in this world.

i think i should grow up and have more patience. i am too much.

i am not a useless kid. its all up to me to decide.

to be good or just be bad.

i cant blame my friends for all my wrong doings.

i should mirror myself and reflect back.

i should be thankful for whatever things that have been given to me.

i should make my mum proud and not make her dissapointed in whatever im doin

MUM ;

i am sorry for hurting your feelings all this while.

for being rude towards you.

thanks for everything. Eventhough not 100% that you are always right ,

but you have the right to teach me to be good.

only that i didnt notice it.

i am very very sorry.

i will try to control my temper & will not expect something in return.

i must learn how to be more polite & make you happy.

iYyou mum !

SACHEK ;

i think its over now.

i have to go.

i am sorry to make this decision.

i loooooove you guys so much.

i can't bear to leave you guys.

you guys are so meaningful to me.

But i just can't understand why things goes wrong among us.

Am i being unfair ?

Am i being selfish ?

Am i being ego ?

Am i being One FCUK Up person in Sachek ?

think about this ;

- What is Sachek ?

- What does Sachek mean to you ?

- What had you done for Sachek ?

- What makes you in Sachek ?

- Your reflection about Sachek ?

- Why must we continue to do Stupid things ?

think about this.

& you guys will know how i feel.

GOODBYE '

HEARTBROKEN CHILD/FRIEND ;

Putri Junior Sachok/Sachek ;((((

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-Sunday, November 2, 2008-3:05 PM Y

I RECEIVED THIS ;

"Hello putri. Elfy nk minta maaf for making uu dissapointed. Elfy ada hal. My mum have to rush back to australia due to our grandma sick. Elfy cuba nak cal putri tapi my phone book tertinggal dekat rumah. And also wani number. Elfy wanted to make a surprise but since grandma sakit and to sent mum to airport. Pls forgive me"

Is this for real ?

idon'tknow what to say.

got no comment about it.

im sorry to hear that your grandma is sick.

thanks for your good intention of wanting to make a surprise for me.

thank you so much.

you are sucha nice son.

im proud of you.

ive called it a day yesterday.

i wanna forget about it anyway.

if you are reading this ,

today i'm BUSY

probably, im not gonna online.

by the way i hope ur granny will recover soon. ;D

take care elfy. Don't forget to ring me up.

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--3:01 PM Y

Where are you ehk Elfy Sachok ?
Kinnda worried about you.
cause i heard you fought with someone.
but yea. eventhough im dissapointed with you ,
i'm still worried about you.
Missing In Action.But why ?

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-Saturday, November 1, 2008-10:29 PM Y

DISSAPOINTED !

aheartbreaker.

Dha enuff uh ehk people.

I LOOVE my SACHEK , LAFAMILIA & FSK FAM. ;D

They Are There When I Need Them.

iloooovethem.iswear.

FeeFly Sachek ; i hope you are okay.

im worried.

don't take it to heart if whatever i say hurts you.

iloooveyou.i don't want anything to happen to you.

please take care of yourself.

sentosa outing.

not that happening but iloooooove it so much.

but one person missing taw.

DISSAPOINTED. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

being alone ; im used to it.

being single ; im used to it.

being left out ; im used it.

neh. its okayy.

nytes !

Labels: worried ? neh

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