-Sunday, February 22, 2009-11:53 PM Y
but it'sover now.if only you know how i feel.
take care dude.
=> went out to lepaking for awhile just now.
kinnda bored so decided to sit at home.
slept late yesterday due to "toning"
went home at 4 plus.
slept at 5 plus and switched off my phone.
so that i can have a peaceful sleep.
woke up at 11.53 am . Then mandi-manda.
watch i'm not single AGAIN.
Then meet ex-boyf and we took photos and chat.
I did wanna cry but i hold my tears and act normally.
i love him . but we have to seperate our ways.
PLEASE CHANGE DUDE ! PLEASE !
i miss lolly aka aku peyy loves so much !
to the girl who chatted with me last night,
i wanna thank you for the help. im sorry if i did ever hate you but not anymore. now i can see clearly that u are sucha nice girl that i can so called call you
"best friend" . take care babe :D
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-Friday, December 5, 2008-10:47 PM Y
H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.I Can't hide this feeling anymore.
i swear i can't. I don't think i mean anything to you.
i've been thinking about this the whole day;
green is me and red is him :
dear sok abes work what time ?
sok off uh b.
wahhh ! bestnyerhhhhh.
yupp.
i was expecting for him to ask me out/ meet me or whatsoever.
Too bad i was just dreaming.
it will never happen i guess?
today having a very high fever.
38.8 ? is that high enough?
went bugis buy new clothing and shop shop shop till dropp. haayyooo.
then went to "the centerpoint"? see the tallest chocolate sculpture ever.
FUYOOOH ! looove it. macam jakun-nis taw kiterh .
after then go Hospital visit my beloved mak .
then head home.
makan obat and sleep.
woke up. body temperature is 38.9.
cool or what. He didnt know all this.
It's okayy. i guess im not worth it yaw.
i left my handphone today the whole day.
i thought he gonna msg or MISS call me but He didnt.
i guess he is busy resting or ...
going chalet tmrw .
but visit mak first before going chalet.
ader mat hot mintak number tadi.
HAHA. hot lahhh sngt, mcam Paham !
okayyyygolekkk. i malasssss uh bitches mawu blog/post lagiik.
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-Monday, November 3, 2008-10:14 PM Y
My Hand Is Bleeding ):
i don't know what's wrong with me.
now i know that it is so painful to punch the metal pole alot of times.
my hand is bleeding now. SHIT.
i hit my hand lotsa times cause i am so fed up with life.
i think i could give up.
but i was totally wrong. There's things i shouldn't keep it anymore.
i thought i could but now i am so stressed with all this.
i should think about my feelings first now.
i've learnt alot today. i've learnt to accept fact and faith. i can't do whatever i want to.
i am still under my parents. I have not pay all their kindness towards me.
i should not be RUDE to the one who gave birth me.
i SHOULD APPRECIATE the lil things they have done to help me survive till now.
without them , i'm no one in this world.
i think i should grow up and have more patience. i am too much.
i am not a useless kid. its all up to me to decide.
to be good or just be bad.
i cant blame my friends for all my wrong doings.
i should mirror myself and reflect back.
i should be thankful for whatever things that have been given to me.
i should make my mum proud and not make her dissapointed in whatever im doin
MUM ;
i am sorry for hurting your feelings all this while.
for being rude towards you.
thanks for everything. Eventhough not 100% that you are always right ,
but you have the right to teach me to be good.
only that i didnt notice it.
i am very very sorry.
i will try to control my temper & will not expect something in return.
i must learn how to be more polite & make you happy.
iYyou mum !
SACHEK ;
i think its over now.
i have to go.
i am sorry to make this decision.
i loooooove you guys so much.
i can't bear to leave you guys.
you guys are so meaningful to me.
But i just can't understand why things goes wrong among us.
Am i being unfair ?
Am i being selfish ?
Am i being ego ?
Am i being One FCUK Up person in Sachek ?
think about this ;
- What is Sachek ?
- What does Sachek mean to you ?
- What had you done for Sachek ?
- What makes you in Sachek ?
- Your reflection about Sachek ?
- Why must we continue to do Stupid things ?
think about this.
& you guys will know how i feel.
GOODBYE '
HEARTBROKEN CHILD/FRIEND ;
Putri Junior Sachok/Sachek ;((((
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