turn bad in the afternoon, & worse in the evening.
Anyway Twinnie told me her secret early morning. &&i was freaking shocked uh !
OMG! HOOOHOOO TWINNIE , I'M SURE YOU GONNA DIE !
HAAHAAS ! JUST JOKING !
miss all those "secret sharing" with you !
Had CCA today ! Like Fcuk siah ! So Lazy ! Urgh ! Only god knows how i feel.
okayy skip school part kayys ?
Met Mohd. Syafiq Fadzli outside school & went to take cab with him, Nizam & Nas.
He paid the taxi fare, alah so murah ! $5 plus jer. !
Then he said he miss me ! Romantic giler lahh sah ! Unbelieveable !
The took 300 home ! Wanted to meet Boyf with a wide smile but it always seems the other way round. i frown instead of smiling.
Boyf knows why !
Am i right to say that Boyf ? this is your second mistake taw ! you make it third, i chopped off ur head !
Lolly :
sabar kayys with his attitude . Guys are like that . Maybe he felt uncomfortable.
anyway ilooove you love ! heehees :D
I fall in love
--12:52 AM Y
Dear.. i really2 sori bout what happen today?I didn't meean to hurt u terribly..But i knw i'm in the wrong..If not because of my little brother(khairuddin)this thing would not be happening..Dear i'm really sorry abt hurting u today..The first promise was to try not to smoke for 1 day bt i did not and the second promise was to be home at 9.30pm bt i did not keep my word.
[Reez-One]
I fall in love
-Tuesday, January 27, 2009-11:18 PM Y
HEYWORLD/BLOGGERS.
I SAT HOME THE WHOLE DAY TODAY EXCEPT FOR THE PART THAT I LEPAK.
LEPAK BAWAH BLOCK 485 FOR 30 MINS.
I WANTED TO SEE WHAT BOYF IS DOING & ENDED UP I HURT MYSELF.
I GUESS YOU GUYS DON'T WANNA KNOW WHY.
IT REALLY HURTS INSIDE WITHOUT HIM NOTICING.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE HE WANTS FROM ME.
I HOPE BOYF KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
&& IF YOU ARE READING THIS,
I HOPE YOU KNOW I Y YOU SO MUCH.
BOYF, PLEASE CHANGE YOUR BAD ATTITUDE !
I'M NOT CONTROLLING YOU BUT I WANT YOU TO BE SOMEONE WHO PEOPLE WILL LOOK UP AT NOT LIKE [INSERT THE NAME] YOU KNOW WHO AITE ? BOYF, I KNOW YOU GONNA HATE ME FOR NAGGING,
SHOUTING, & BLABLABLA .
LIKE I'VE TOLD YOU BEFORE YOU CAN JUST LEAVE ME IF U WANT TO.
FROM 4-7 I WANTED TO MEET BOYF SO MUCH THAT'S WHY I LEPAK.
THEN SUDDENLY FEEL SO LONER, WAS HOPING SHIDAH OR ARD WILL BE THERE
NOT THAT IM MAKING USE OF THEM JUST TO ACCOMPANY ME BUT..
I WANNA BE CLOSER TO THEM. ESPECIALLY ARD CAUSE IMISS US.
WHEN ARD CAME DOWN, THE 1ST THING I DID WAS TO LOOK AT HER FOOTWEAR. OMG ! IT'S THE SLIPPER THAT I WANTED TO BUY. GOSH ! WENT TOWN JUST TO LOOK AT THE PRICE OF THAT SLIPPER BUT I GUESS I CAN'T AFFORD IT FOR NOW. NO CASH SIUL !
TAK PER LAHH . THEN CAME ACROSS THIS ADIDAS SLIPPER, CHEAPER.
BUT BOYF TAK KASI BELI YESTERDAY. DON'T KNOW WHY. THIS PHRASE ALWAYS CAME OUT FROM HIS MOUTH
" BUY WHAT YOU NEED N NOT WHAT YOU WANT!"
SOT SHEY OTAK. HAIYO. NEXT TIME WANNA GO SHOPPING TKLEH AJAK DIER.
NANTI TAK PUAS SHOPPING.
OMG ! IM TALKIN TOO MUCH. MUST CONCERNTRATE BOUT TODAY.
KAYY LEPAK BAWAH BLOCK N TALK NONSENSE. BOYF REALLY PRO IN PUTTING A SMILE ON PEOPLE'S FACE AND HE REALLY KNOW HOW TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH. GOODGOOD ! THEN LEPAK AT NIGHT, NGOK BOYF MAIN TAKRAW.
sorry didn't notice that alot of things happening to you qas.
We are not like how we used to be like last time. Maybe both of us just don't feel
comfortable with each other. It's okayy.
I'm posting this just to tell you to be strong.
NO MAN NO DIE ! NO MAN NO CRY !
okayys ? do whatever you like. Have the freedom and i swear you will enjoy life kay syg ?
Pity you siah ! Meet up soon cause i wanna hug you thightly !
can i ?
LOLLY:
hey babe ! thanks for the care and concern ! i do miss you too.
you dont have to thank me but you have to appreciate every single things that were given to you. like a friend like me [joking] and a caring guy who gonna take good care of you soon sayang. dont take things for granted and im sure you will be a better person aite ? remember what i say , " no matter what i'll be your friend" i swear :D lets go through thick n thins together kayys ? :D
whenever i'm with him, i will never stop laughing.
he is my laughing gas, bestfriend , love , brother and a part of my family now.
how can i explain how precious he is.?
Eventhough Nasrul is much more precious to me, this guy here comes second and followed by a girl named Ira :D
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being with him is like WOW !
iloveit so much. i swear i filled up my whole day with him everyday.
He never fails to bring a smile on my face. maybe it might not last that long but i wanna give it a try. I dont wanna care whta people say.
Nothing much really happen lah. Ouh ya ! i was absent from school due to macik's CILI PADI ! urgh ! sot siak otak. now very scared to eat mee soto.
ZOOM TO TODAY :D
supposingly i have to go to school with my sayang ; lolly :D
but ended up.. i was late. so sorry aite lolly.
on wednesday we shall go school together.
today was FUN/BORED/DREAMING DAY/HOOOOOOOOOT !
i dreamt alot in class today. Don't know why. Sot siul otaq.
hahaks! Can't focus. Stupid siah !
School ends at 1.05 but. i am so "stupid" to go for extra lesson.
but i learn alooooot okayys . then lie to a teacher saying that out detention starts at 3.
padahal anytime. HAHAKS !
"Pandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua"
tu lahh cikgu2 Assumption. Haaas !
went for detention and guess what !
SUPER MENDAK !
never had detention before. FIRST TIME.
dowanna skip class anymore siah ! KNNBCCB!
during detention, i swear it was WOW ! hahaks ! BEST !
&&lucky only 1 hour !
LOLLY : BABE I WILL FEEL SO DIFFERENT IF U AIN'T GONNA BE THERE ANYMORE. LISTEN HERE: FOLLOW YOUR HEART KAYYS ? IF YOU THINK YOU BELONG TO THEM, GO AHEAD AND SPEND YOUR LAUGHTER & TIME WITH THEM. I WON'T STOP YOU. CAUSE I CAN'T BARE SEEING YOU SUFFER WITHOUT SPENDING TIME WITH THEM. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT ME, IRA AND THE REST REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU. & DON'T WANT ANYTHING BAD TO HAPPEN TO YOU. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO BACK TO THEM , PLEASE INFORM ME AITE ? SO I KNOW & I HOPE YOU MAKE A WISE DECSION IN YOUR LIFE. :D
RIDZUAN :
I HOPE U CAN ENDURE WITH MY ATTITUDE AND SO ON.
LAST LONG :D
I fall in love
-Sunday, January 11, 2009-1:36 PM Y
This Lady here !
Only God knows how much i miss her.
She used to be closed to me but now she is busy with her work.
Babe, i hope you are getting better now cause heard that you are sick.
&& anyway ireally miss you so much.
i thought you wanna go out with me yesterday but you got work to attend.
Neh it's okayy. As long as you're happy, i'll be happy too.
Remember that this girl here miss you so much okayys :D
Tomorrow is O level Results & my art O level paper will be out.
Wish you people all the best for the people who gonna take your results tomorrow.
This year is my turn to take my major exam. I wanna get out from that school as soon as possible. Kindda bored being in that school eventhough it's only four years.
Hmm, so scary siah. Now i'm studying real hard. Everyday i'll do my revision. After every single topic that i've learnt through out the whole week.
I guess i can't slack around anymore. OR else DIE!
I'm Happy with my life now.
With "NEW" friends and people around me.
i never thought living without[insert any guys name you guys want] won't die.
i'm proud of myself. I'm sure and i swear i love the way i am now.
Thanks to Cambodia Trip incident that makes me like this.
i'm too happy now that everytime it comes to "going back home time", i'll feel like
URGH ! Haahaas ! i know it's weird huh ?
How i wish to be attached but now, Not anymore.
i'm sorry if i hurt anyone here who is reading my blog.[guys who are watching me now]
This is my final year in Secondary School and i don't wanna waste it.
I don't wanna repeat next year. I wanna make my mum proud and that's it.
Thanks for the people around me who encourage/support me in my studies and my future. I'm really touched with them. Thanks alot.
Lolly : Omg ! aru two days thaqq meet kaw ku dha rindu siot !
Hahaks ! anyway i hope you're fine. was reading your blog just now.
Stay strong aite hunney. Don't be sad cause there's someone who cares
more about you. aite ? It takes time to forget.
Jyeassa jumper kaw besokk. Hahahaks!
&& not to forget A level , O level , N level , prelim & PSLE. :D *wink*
Went Bpp right after school. With Hamka & Lolly! Blanja them drinks and blablabla. sat outside mac and talk talk talk. Gerek siah hearing their stories like WTF ! Then 1430 Hamka gt to go for floorball training. Then me and Lolly went Library To so call study lahh . Not bad huh . We didnt get chased out from the library. Hahas. Lolly : you know i know who im refering to kayys. Then met Muz,Atai && idk what's his name. Hahaks ! very kecoh siah inside the library. But gerekkk hearing all the stories. Lolly : Bohcui kan kawan aku tu ? Rabaq ehk ? Hahaks ! Around 4 plus we went out from the library and headed home. lolly : listen to your heart & don't regret. remember the words that came out from your mouth aite? i know it's difficult but sometimes in life we have to leave the happiness/things that we don't wanna lose. stay strong and be happy. Try to adapt with it i gurantee you, everthing gonna be alright. i swear you can be a good friend of mine :D While walking i received a msg from [ insert the name] 1st msg : putri , you still mad at [insert the name] ? my reply :huh ? for what siah i wanna be angry with you ? anyway don't have to worry about my feelings. you should pay more attention towards your girlfie feelings. 2nd msg : putri.. kenapa ni ? you think i can forget you easily just like that ? im sorry about the other day . my reply :ouh kirekan u cant forget many girls lah nie ? 3rd msg : But you did nothing wrong unlike the others. it's just that u're different. putri..[insert the name]nak cntct nan putri balik boleh ? my reply :nak buat aper sah. tak cukup ke ada matair yang you can have the freedom to do anything to her huh ? takmo jadi tamak. 4th msg : what u mean by freedom ? you dha nak lupekan[insert the name]eh ? 5th msg : putri.. kenape tak reply? putri betul2 can forget me just like that ? kalau putri btul2 dha lupe kn[insert the name]bilang[insert the name]jer. 6th msg : u once told me dat u hate ppl who give up. Nw im trying and dnt wish to give up.. i'll be waiting for you at the void deck at 8.30pm . if you dont show up, i know what it means. its okay if you dnt wanna reply or show up later.i just wanna try. So this is guys sometimes they think they own every single girl in the world. Guys like this should teach them a lesson. No use now crying [insert the name] cause i know what i'm doing. and all this is to stop people around for misunderstanding. Go with ur girl, last long and sort things out together. i hope you know life is not easy aite [insert the name] be strong okayy ? remember memories bring tears not happiness.(sometimes/ most of the time)
but i know you do love her and it's hard for you to forget her.
it's okay, just take your time.
i guess she needs you too for now, go and take this opportunity to be with her
for once more. Stay Strong & i know you can get her back eventhough you said
you don't want. i don't believe it. i know you are still waiting.
GO ON ! & LOVE HER :D
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ALL ABOUT ME TODAY ,
Love Can't Be Force, .
i do love/like a guy now. But He don't even know that I Like/Love Him. I Am Afraid to tell Or to reveal Who He is. Don't Get It Wrong Bloggers. I Don't Wanna Reveal Who He Is,Is not because that He is attached or whatsoever. It's just that i don't feel it's the right time to tell public who He is. Nevermind Just forget it. Ouh ya,yesterday i went to Beauty World Cha Cha Cha ! Hahaks ! Bought new school uniform cause the others are dirty, paint all over. Saw Ma'mun and Haziq Daniel. Haaaas , heard that Ma'mun was sent back home cause of his pants(tappered) and his hair(long). Haha ! What kind of SC is this ? haahaks . im just joking yaw. Then headed back home. decided to go for alteration but, the aunty said it can only be collected next week. so yea. didn't alter. Today decided to follow mummy to bugis then Aunt's house but too lazy and i want to watch the sinetron "Suci" . i just loveit so much ! so stayed home and watched. Now waiting for someone to online. Haahaaks ! She always asked me to keep quiet when im not even chatting with her. Haahaaks. it's a joke lahh ! Nowadays iLOVEto sleep late night. Cause he likes it too. No lah ! Fake ! Can't wait for school on Monday :DD okayy lahh shall update later if i'm free alryte ? take care bitches ! :D
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- Eyebrow Piercing
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- Gold Necklace From Grandny
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- New Hp;5800 or Samsung PIXON
- Quit Smoking
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- G-Shock/Baby G watch
- Complete 4 days work @ Suntec
- Haircut; 1st Sallary
- Watch Harry Potter 6 with Twinnie/Roy
- O Level Completed
- Roy complete his 4 weeks punishment
- Complete my Art Work
- Roy's Birthday Present
- Go Sentosa with Roy
- Spend the whole day with Twinnie
- re-pierce my eyebrow
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- Ocean Minded Pumb Shoe
- Re-pierced lower lips
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