-Tuesday, June 2, 2009-11:03 PM Y
SATURDAY !
I forgot to wish Nelly Happy 15th Birthday [!] Sooo Sorry Nelly [!]
Anyway may all your wish come true alright [?]
SUNDAY!
Met Boyf at Chua Chu Kang then head home with him. Spend my time with him at home with the presence of my mum okayy [!] He did "menggatal" with me. But he knows the limit. Seems that he truely love me ha [?] Aww [!] We will see how far will this love/feelings last alright [?] Not that I don't trust him. I just wanna know him more. I knew him few years back [6 years i guess] but that doesn't mean I know him that much. We lost contact for 3 years. He added me in MSN also he didn't know till one day I chated with him to re confirm that it's Roy [!] That's bout it info that you guys should know. [!] Send Boyf to ________ [!] Then Goodbye [ :( ]
MONDAY
Woke up early morning to school. I was rushing cause I woke up late and I have to rush to school for my Mother Tongue paper [!] Pheww [!] I wasn't late actually. The Sun was so bright made me thought that I was late [!] KNNBCCB [!] 0815 sharp we enter school hall and was still laughing and joking. WTF [?] It ends at 12.45 [?] Then took 176 to send Twinnie "home"[on my way back home]. The paper was okayy. I don't wanna be OVER CONFIDENT uhs [!] On my way back home, I was still thinking about the papers. Thinking about it made me feel that I'm not suitable being in Express stream. Bt no matter what happens, I still have to accept the fact that I am in the Express stream [!] Halfway done, my mind wasn't on the right mode. I keep on thinking about Boyf [!] Imagine how he felt after I board the bus Yesterday. After getting a perfect seat in the bus, my tears rolling down my cold fishball cheecks. I've finally realised, YES [!] I've fall for him. The monthly afternoon bell wake me up from my day dream. But my mind was still not right. I keep on singing the songs Luahan Hati, Lelaki Baru [Thanks to RoyTan] n beautiful by akon [!] Anyway I am so happy that I'm left with 6 Subjects. Wish me luck people [!]
TUESDAY [!]
I didn't attend school today cause ________ [insert the blank with the word LAZY]. I laze in the house the whole day. Spending my time Reading books and waiting for Boyf to call. I did something "stupid" for my mum. I don't know whats up with her but I know she is crazy [!] She asked me to draw something on her leg. WTF [?] =.= If I disobey her, she will not let me out this Sunday [!] Kay fine [!] I asked her what she wants and she chose this design and there goes her "new tattoo" [!] =.=
My mum's mind go gugugagaga [!] MEREPEK KAN [?] Besides that, I did a Dad forced me to do A TIME TABLE [!] =.= Sungguhleceh.com [!] Merepek kan [?] I think one by one in this house gonna be crazy soon [!] Okayy that's all I wanna blog today [!] There's school uh tmrw [!] PFFFFFFFFFFFFT [!] =.=
STUPID TIME TABLE [!]Labels: iloveyou sayang
I fall in love
-Sunday, May 24, 2009-10:34 PM Y
DANIBOULALAThis guy here, Shasha Feai's Ex.
He is FOURTEEN.
He is my Friend now. We always board the same bus to school. Like weird huh [?]
I've never talk to him in real life before. Only chat with him.
He do share his feelings to me about his ex.
Well Dani, you know i know public don't know kan [?] Wakaakaa [!]
Take care alright Daniboulala [!]
p/s : To those bitches, if you think I'm gonna be with him at this moment, the answer is HELL-NO. We are friends kan Dani [?] And futhermore where I wanna put my RoyTanGuoRong [!][?][!]
BAD DAY [!][!]
Woke up early morning. Went to work place. Then head home cause still got extra time before meeting Boyf pat Braddell. Then get changed and went out from house around 12 plus. Boyf said I'm supposed to meet him at 1 but then as usualI'M LATE Boyf called me and tell me to informed the Tran driver to increase his speed. Giler nyerh orang. But then when I reached Admiralty, Boyf said he will meet me after his soccer. But jyeah I just can't accept the fact that i have to U-turn. Decided to alight at Woodlands and take 963 to my Lesbian's house. MyLesbian and her sister always quarell. About small things also can make till it's like a big issue. Funny lah they both. Call each other names and fight over make ups. Hahhaas [!] Went her house golek here and there then accompany her meet her Romeo [!] *Step maner nyerh Romeo jer* From there we walk all the way to Lot One. Treat her Bubble Tea and off I went home. Before that talk to budak-budak bawah for awhile. Heard something unpleasant and decided to go home. Surprised huh [!] Whatever it is. I shall wash my hand off. Let me stress this word : NO ONE SUPPORT ME & THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WILL BE SCARED ALRIGHT [?] I WON'T CALL OTHER PEOPLE TO INTERFERE MY SHIT. IF IT IS MY SHIT, & CONSEQUENCES COMES, I MYSELF HAVE TO FACE THE MUSIC. I DON'T TALK BIG AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT ALRIGHT Boyf won't be happy I guess with my post today. He always advice me to stay away from all shit and change to be a goodgirl. I'm wondering why am I so stubborn or I'm trying to get his attention [?] Whatever lahh [!] I totally got no mood today [!] PMS [?] Maybe [!]
RoyTanGuoRong [!]
Didn't get to meet him today. Cause of some "technical problems"[!] I seriously miss this guy here. My Special Pig [!] He loves disturbing me by calling me names cause iLOVE to sleep. WHATEEEEVEEEEEER [!]
Look at RoyTan's Hand. Zoom properly. I guess he is wearing my bangle on his right hand. He ever said to me he will wear everytime he wanna go out. Whatever he say is true huh [!] He ever mentioned this to me : "B, everytime u meet me must wear the this [the bangle] so that i can take one by one. Then when you left with no more, I will give you back everything" Sweet kan kan kan [?] Kater Roy Tan [!] Haahaas [!] Well I don't take that as sweet talk cause I know whatever he says he will prove it. For now, I really can't afford to lose him. I truely loves him [!] Now I've realised that I'm kindda petty at times. This is totally not good. Boyf tell me to wake up from fantasy dreams and face the reality that I am growing up and no longer can be pampered always. Boyf teach me alot of things that I should be. Thanks Boyf , So sweet of you. Can't imagine life without you sayang [!]I wanna post this message that Boyf send me that really makes me smile and cry after reading it.
"PutriRawiani. RoyTan really loves you. He wants to make you his special one. He's deeply in love with you. He want s you so much. He needs your care, your support. He loves your hugs, makes hm feels warm. He loves your kisses, it's like so sweet. He need you. RoyTanYPutriRawiani" [!]
Amacaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam [?] Sweet eyy my husband [!] Haahaaks [!]
I have to say this :
RoyTan , I welcome you with open arm to my heart. Treasure it cause it's still fergile. Love it like how you love yours. I will try my very best not to ever give up on you. You are the one I really need now. You are one I wanna be with now. I'm sorry for hurting you all this while. By not listening to you, finding fault with you , Faking you and lots more. I swear iloveyou more than you do. All those arguments, i call it LOVE. I do hope you won't give up on me too [!] After reading your messages in Friendster, I should appreciate and understand you. Like I've said, My hair doesn't stay in place. I'm clumsy . I make stupid mistakes and I get crazy sometimes. I will stay with you and walk with you till my feet can't take it any longer. Please bring me along with you anywhere you go cause I would like to follow to that pathway. The pathway to stay strong and face the reality. Bring me to the correct pathway where I can understand the meaning of love and learn how to be matured. I'm done here. To wrap everything, ILOVEYOU SUPER MUCH [!] VERYMUCH [!]
; I tattoed your name in my heart.
iloveyou ; RoyTanGuoRong [!]
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I fall in love
-Sunday, May 17, 2009-10:03 PM Y
I'm so gonna miss this guy here. Roy Tan Guo Rong aka Roy Nakal [!] . He went off to _____________ [insert anything you guys want]. It's okayy [!] I will still wait for him . You guys surprised why I'm still not with him [?] Cause I wanna make him a special one. One day. God knows. Well I trust him sooo much cause he always prove me wrong . His action is much more louder than his words. He Y me with all his heart. I can clearly say that. Now i know, he is a very truthful person. Very patience with my attitude. He trust me ALOT and I will try my best not to break his trust. ILOVEHIM TOOO THREE FOUR-EVER[!]Well first time we meet jer we are not in good terms for awhile. I call this action, L O V E [!] He tried his best to prove to me that i mean ALOT to him. He tried to prove to me that he really needs me. He tried to prove to me that he is really faithful and truthful. Yes , I've fall in love with him and shall call him Boyf soon. He always advise me to do the right thing and avoid bad behaviour and indecent act. But he, himself [?] This is totally not fair [!] Heeheeks [!]
Roy Tan , Putri mintak you akan selalu setia ,
Roy Tan , Putri mohon you akan selalu menemani Putri , saat Putri terluka.
Putri akan menjaga you di bangun dan tidur Putri in dreams and reality.
Putri akan menjaga you hidup dan mati Putri [insyaallah] and i don't want you to feel curious about it.
Roy Tan , Jangan tinggalkan Putri.
Roy Tan , I need your love and care.
How sweet you are to meet me and spend your time with me after your tiring day. You even paitao your work just for me. I'm really touched. Will this kinnda behavior last or just for awhile [?] Ask that question yourself alright dearest [?] Well I can only predict and see what will happen while you will be planning about what you gonna do to me. Like I've said earlier, It's not easy kayy dearest [?] It will take time for US to happen. Now, I'm not hoping for you to be with me but for you to be in your very best behaviour and think maturedly. Well dearest you are turning EIGHTEEN soon [!] And I hope your indecent behaviour will change to be good alright [?] If it's true what you've said to me, well prove to me more okayy [?] I will wait for you right here. No matter how long it will take. But it only applies if you work together with me for this "upcoming" relationship [!] Okayy [?] Roy Tan , Change for the better alright [?] I'll be right here supporting you always.
Much love ,
Aling your "Girlfriend" Y
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I fall in love
-Tuesday, January 20, 2009-10:52 PM Y
RIDZUAN AZMAN
A guy who never fails to bring a smile on my face everyday.
No matter how bad my day looks like, he will be the one who will bring laughter in the
morning,afternoon,evening and night.
He does makes me angry,irritated and feel bad about myself sometimes but i accept it as a joke.
I have to think positive about his behaviour.
Anyway i do trust him cause i know he will speak the truth.
Today is the 9th day that we meet without fail.
We will always find time for each other so that we could atleast meet up.
I know he his a lil bit "childish,playful" when he is with his friends but when he is with me,
he is a totally different person.
A romantic guy.
A Understanding guy,
A loveable guy.
A hugable guy.
He changes when he is with me. A totally different person.
I hope he will always bring a smile on my face.
i swear he is sucha sweet guy.
Went For debate workshop just now till 4.30.
pehh lamer. but gerek uhs
at last me and ira decided not to go for the competition.
Hahaas ! Kekek perh girl ?
okayy then meet sayang pat bawah block,lepak and went home.
okayy lahh that's it for today.
Hari nie Btol Peh Swayyyyyyyyyy !
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I fall in love
