-Tuesday, December 9, 2008-2:29 AM Y
LET'S GO CHALET ;Di wanna go chalet and gonjeng-gonjeng with Girlfriends.
please please please ~
HAHA. MACAM DESPO GITU !
Woke up real late today.
Slept at 7.30 am yesterday. Woke up at 1 plus plus.
Look to the right and look to the left, see everyone wearing Baju lawa-lawa.
Going to granny house to celebrate Hari Raya Haji,
HAHA. continue sleeping cause im LAZY to go.
Then went Hospital.
i SWEAR today is my clumsy day.
before went to the hospital, i went to meet baby kucing,
treat her CHOCOLATE MCFLURRY. SYIOK SYIOK !
i bought it before she come to meet me cause i know she will stop me from buying.
TO IZZATI -
ntah aperh elfy dha ckap ngan kau sampai kau jage maha jage aku ! ice cream pun tk leh!
but blueck. i get to eat. nehninehnipupu !
then she accompany me to the bus stop to wait for 963.
when the bus arrived, aku punya selengeh.
i stood infront of the bus yet thinking is it's the correct bus.
skali salah ! i HAVE to cross the road.
HAHAHAHA. LAUGH BITCHES LAUGH !
People was like looking at me and i guess they are thinking if im crazy or what.
kayy that's first !
then reaching NUS,i asked the bus driver where to alight.
BAIK SKALI OR WHAT?!
THE BUS DRIVER DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.!
HE IS A CHINA MAN ! URGH !
Luckily there's this handsome man told me the next 2 stops.
kayy that's second.
when i alight, i was blur where to go
then w/o asking anyone , i went straight when im supposed to go up the stairs.
"young lady,where are yo heading to? NUH isit ?
if it is, take the stairs."
alermaq ! punya malu !
kayy that's third.
then crossing the zebra crossing.
SO MANY MAT HOT PAT BLAKANG!
NTAH APER STEAM NTAH GI NUH !
it was drizzling just now.
the floor was very wet. i used a slippery sandal.
GUESS WHT ?
i nearly fell down !
malu giler lahhh sia.
if you guys were to see my reaction. pfft , i swear u laugh!
kayy that's forth.
next the last 2 days i went to visit my aunty was at ward 41 bed 32.
then i went there lahh.
skali inadeypodey lahhh !
malu ! haahaa
kayy that's fifth.
after that i sit down quietly at my aunty's bed.
kindda quarell with my mum !
the more she would scream,curse at me and leave me sprawled out on the floor,
in my own blood, the more i would fight back and smile inside, telling myself over and over again
"one day,you'll see.one of these days i'll make you proud"
but mother prediction was right : i had failed !
And for that, i hated myself to the core .
My idle time awakened my inner voice.
i began to think that maybe mother had been right all along.
Maybe i was a loser and i had been treated as such because i deserved it !
i became so paranoid about my future that i could no longer sleep.
No matter what, iknow you know the best for me!
& i swear i love you ;D
ONE MORE DAY TO 10th !
tick tock tick tock !
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