-Monday, December 8, 2008-4:10 AM Y
SAAAAAAAAP ?i got this weird feelings this few days.
i don't know how to describe how i felt.
some bizarre things happen to me.
As i sat down quietly with my head tilted backwards, i saw myself flying
through the air like my superhero, Superman.
sometimes i pray
" God..... If You can hear me,can You somehow take me away?please take me.take me today"
A waterfall of tears runs down my face.
i used to be strong.i just can't take it.
i have to hold on i guess ?
I know i can make it,but somehow inside me said
"you can't anymore,no one will help you get rid of this feelings"
[sigh],[very loud sigh]
it's over. shoot me[Bang]& letme die.
It's torturing being like this.
I'm trying to be normal.
& i guess i've not failed yet. Still standing & breathing.
it's been 2 days that im trying to wake up from my dream.
But i realise that it's me no matter what.
i guess i should love those who appreciate me , like you ?
stay with me now and forever will you ?
If i would die before i wake
it's cause u took my breath away.
living w/o you is like living in the world with no air.
I fall in love
