-Tuesday, July 14, 2009-9:27 PM Y
Important Date To Remember.
16 July - Azrul's birthday, Harry Potter 6 Released
17 July - Aunty Adik & Abang Jas Birthday
19 July - Twinnie birthday
20 July - Mathew Birthday
21 July - Nicholas Birthday
22 July - Fatin Sayang Birthday, O Level Listening Compre
Insomnia [!][!]
^^ Above. Read it & understand it. Yes, I've got insomnia.
Something is obviously not right with me. Something is stopping me from having a good rest. What is that something[?] Am I going crazy[?] Or am I too stress up with things[?]
If it is, then I have to ask myself, what things that are disturbing my mind[?]
I didn't turn up for school today. As expected. My problems are not settled and I'm still thinking of going for vacation this weekends with my family. What the hell[?] Proven that I'm crazy. What-the-fuck-am-I-thinking[?]
EEENNNOOOUUUGGGHHH [!]
Boyf won't be around for me for few days. I guess I won't have time for him too.
I think... I need... time to settle down. I hope it's not too late for me to change my attitude towards studies and future. I hope I won't dissapoint my mum this time round. Well, got something to share. Mum is stopping me from my passion. That is Art. But why [?] We had an arguement over this topic just now. She is forcing me to Junior College. What The Hell[?] I'm not that clever to even enter such schools. So what if I'm in Express[?] I am nothing if I were to be compared with someone from high schools. Think about that too mum.
She Said "If everyone have the attitude of saying NO everytime when it comes to studies or entering good schools such as Junior College, then there will be no such school call JC and there will be no difference between an Express, Normal Academic & Normal Technical Students."
What Am I suppose to do now [?]
Do what I like most and do it well
OR
Do what I don't really like but start liking it later on just to satisfy my mum..
QUESTION MARK & EXCLAMATION MARK
Decide it for me.
Saw Dolly just now. Omg. I wanna hug her.
But, Im s-h-y [!]